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ok, last night was cool. this guy called Aryn came down to hang out with us. he fuckin drove 120 miles just to come hang out with melissa and a few highschoolers. hes in the band called the mercy kiss and sings for them.
well we all just met up at my house and he arrived and sat in my driveway for 40 minutes because we all thought he was coming later and we werent there. then we all went in my music room and hung out and talked and such. we jammed a little and it actually sounded pretty good. michelle and melissa ditched us for about an hour and a half to go to the store and buy retarded things that i would think of as a waste of money (a horse on a stick that sings "im a little pony...") but hey, whatever floats your boat girls... haha anyways so i was left with this guy i never talked to/barely met while his purpose for coming to visit went to the store :-). we ended up talking a lot about music and stuff and i ended up having a lot of fun just talking to him and stuff. the girls then game back and showed us their 99 cent water guns, wristbands, and the horse and we headed off to dennys to get some grub. there we met up with another friend andrew and went to baskin robbins to get dessert. after that we went back to my house to listen to aryn give us an acoustic concert and also watched andrew play guitar and sing too. fun times.
the remainder of the evening (11:30-1:45) was spent at michelles house taking pictures and spending an hour of continuously asking eachother "what should we do?" we stayed there and just hung out for a while then headed home. aryn ended up sleeping over at my house so he wouldnt have to make his drive back to his house that late. right now there is a scrapbook party that my mom is hosting in my music studio... i dont know... ok later
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[22 Feb 2004|07:27pm] |
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this song is funny.
Its been a while since I've seen your face, got to say that I'm happy to see you come around my place. Now I think we've talked about it and I think I know what's coming up next, lets put our minds away and let our hormones do the rest. Does it seem obscene, does it seem like a bad thing. Well if it is I'm sorry miss, but you know I'm just 19. So don't be afraid when my pants start to leak, you know damn well I'm in my sexual peak.
Why don't you have some dirty hot sex with me. It aint like I'm askin ya to give it up for free. We can start it right now baby get on you knees, don't make me beg again girl I just said please.
Now when you look down don't be misled. I found my lifes purpose and its getting up stairs into your bed. Well theres the phone girl go right on ahead. I'm sure youd rather be with your stupid boyfriend instead
Why you gotta sleep with my dad?
Baby get on your knees oh yeah....I'm beggin you darlin please. oh yeah oh yeah please...please...please me.....
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[09 Feb 2004|11:22am] |
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well today im home sick from school and pretty bored. i thought i would post a comment since i never do and people keep bugging me about it. anyways yesterday i was in bed all day. saturday we had a party for two of my uncles birthdays at my house. it was pretty fun... and michelle came over to spend it with us. then we got kinda bored and went down to this craft store called micheals where michelle bought these fake flowers, a pot, and paints to paint to pot, so she can give a gift to her mom. we also met up with melissa at the store. i bought one of those light wood airplanes for a dollar, threw it once, and let my 3 year old cousin play with it. we then drove down to coronado island (me, michelle, melissa, and my brother alex) to sneak into this fancy hotel only to get lost and led down dead-end hall ways by mel. there was this time where we wouldve gone the right way to get out but melissa got scared of these people and went a different direction. there were these people that were at some charity ball and were like "do you have your hotel passes?" and we were all "uh.. yeah" and walked away. that night was also my friends last concert with this band hes in. we missed that though :-( but oh well still had a lot of fun. well im going to go get some breakfast
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[11 Jan 2004|08:43pm] |
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My name is Derick Sparhawk. I am eighteen years old and this is my story. I was born in California, a poor black child. By the age of 3, my blackness faded and my skin turned to a milky white. Now I am as white as they come because I am an albino. Being albino has had it tough times. There is the constant staring. Life really sucks, but I'm happy. The end.
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[08 Dec 2003|06:41pm] |
well today i stayed home with the flu, i think im getting better, sorry for never updating lol. i probably wouldnt be updating right now if it werent for the crazy person who threatened to kill me if i dont. so i decided to update rather than die.
anyways not a lot is new, me melissa, michelle and kristal made a drag racing movie for michelle on saturday. that was a lot of fun. i want a copy of the tape michelle :-).
im kinda stressed about stuff. michelle is going through a lot of rough times. it really sucks. i hate it when she gets scared, sad,... so if anyone cares about her talk to her on her LJ. her lj name is memento. so reply to her posts and say nice things because itll make her happy. ok i feel sick, hopefully ill update later... yeah maybe i just might, im in that kind of mood, but then again, i just might not... yeah im like that, you never know what im going to do... muahhaha..... ha
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[25 Nov 2003|09:08pm] |
You are that Guy. You're that guy that says mean
stuff. You have arrows coming out of your
mouth. HAHAHA. You make me laugh the hardest.
You rock.
Which Teen Girls Squad Member are you?
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[16 Nov 2003|01:02pm] |
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so friday was the Brand New show. there was this band called eisley who opened up. then Hot Rod Circuit, who was really good. they kicked ass. and then Brand New played for like and hour and a half. all in all the show was tight. after the show i met Randy from Finch :-D my favorite band in the world. they kick soo mcuh ass. anyways we talked for like 10 minutes then i had to go.
On saturday it was my brothers surprise birthday. so i had to take him out places and keep him occupied until everyone came over. earlier that day i rearanged our whole studio. its so much nicer now. a lot more room, and just way cooler. but its all messed up now from that party. i hate those kids who come over and dont even know you or anything but feel its alright to touch all your shit... these kids were fucking with my guitars and it pissed me off. im just thankful they didnt spill soda or anything on the soundboard, or any of the instruments or speakers. i wouldve gone insane and killed somebody if that happend. hah. right, well time for me to go eat.
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[12 Nov 2003|04:40pm] |
hey i have a cool idea... IM me
IFyouAREx
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[11 Nov 2003|08:34pm] |
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well, right now im writing this essay on sexism. it was assigned today and due tomorrow and is supposed to be at least 3 pages, which isnt that bad, but tiring and and all has to be done in one night. today i went to school, (didnt get off for veterans day >;-O) my highlight of the day was going to michelles house for like 30 minutes. the rest of the day was kinda boring. so... yeah... hmmm... ok... alright... wow... anyways... yep... you know...hah!... ... yeah too bored to be productive. ok, maybe ill write more tonight once i gather my thoughts a little better.
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[10 Nov 2003|03:44pm] |
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i swear i never have time to update this thing, so if there is anyone who actually enjoys reading this then im sorry for my lack of commitment to it haha. today i dont have school. i picked up michelle from her school though because she was feeling sick. tonight i think im going to my friends concert. all the money he makes is going towards the benefit for fire victims in our last incident. im really tired of doing all this college shit. i just want it to be done already, then im free for whatever. college essays and applications are a complete drainer. especially if you are like me and whenever you try to do it something interrupts you or you cant concentrate. i swear i think i really do have ADD. lol i should get tested. My AOL account was erased and i lost my buddy list so i had to change my sn to IFyouAREx. anyone who wants to talk IM that. well back to essays and such. Harvard, Stanford, Prinston, and Yale cant wait to hear from me... right... ok lol bye.
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[27 Oct 2003|03:51pm] |
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THIS FIRE SUCKS FUCKING ASS!!!!!! so far, i know of 3 of my friends houses were burned down. one of them being one of my best friends andrew gilmartin. and i know im going to find out about more people i know because there are 800 HOMES burnt down. i cant fucking stand this guy who started it. who could be so stupid as to launch a signal flair in santa anna weather, in the middle of a fucking dry field, with 20mph winds around him. almost all my freinds had to evacuate their houses because of this idiot.
saturday night was so weird. after probably the best homecoming dance ive been to, i took my girlfriend home and saw the start of the fire. it was like 10 miles away and really small. when i left her house maybe 15 or 20 minutes later, the fire engulfed the entire mountain horizon. and now its uncontrolable and wiping out tons of families houses. school was out today, and its out tomorrow. probably the next day too. almost all the schools in San Diego are out.
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[21 Oct 2003|09:54pm] |
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well, it has been a REALLY long time since ive updated my journal. so much has happened between now and the last time i posted. well because i dont want to bore you with every detail, and bore myself by writing a novel, ill only say the stuff i think was fun/important/remembered. lol. this last friday and this weekend was a huge blur of football games, band, friends coming over, going to michelles house, and sort. friday was my schools football game against our rival school. me and michelle went to melissa's house to hang out before the game and go to mcdonnalds and starbucks, and learning this cool trick where you close a car door by driving fast. on saturday i went to the park for my grandpas, aunt and uncles birthday party, then melissa, michelle, tim, albert, and sean came over to play music and listen. we also watched this movie. michelle and melissa think this video of tim is the funniest thing on earth. its just tim in a car by himself because his friend had a soccer practice and left him in a car with a video recorder and two hours of nothing to do. guess what the result was.
sunday - kind of a blur. church in the morning, my grandmas house for dinner. stuff like that.
monday - school, then michelles house and college crap
and today i fixed my car, a lot more college crap, and another band practice, fun fun times. i also got tim a date with melissa to our homecoming. hes going to be homecoming king, and he didnt have a date until now. i think he likes her sorta.
anyways, im going to bed, this post ended up being long. hope you enjoyed reading my post that took me several weeks to put back up.
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[08 Oct 2003|03:29pm] |
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well, i finally got all my projects done. i swear, i think the assignments were given to me no stop for like 2 weeks. its been hell. but its finally done well on to do more stuff that takes up all my time. lol guitar lessons in an hour. i wish i had more free time, then i could spend it all on the computer and write on live journal all day, every day... lol
ok on to homework then to the derick - mobile.
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[02 Oct 2003|09:43pm] |
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i think i have ADD, i cant sit still and my attention span runs about 30 seconds lol.
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[28 Sep 2003|09:30pm] |
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www.thisisnotemo.com is cool. i was pretty board today so i watched all the videos on it haha. good times.
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[19 Sep 2003|05:44pm] |
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i would like to have more friends in my friends list so i can read their LJ, if you want me to add you, just respond to this.
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[18 Sep 2003|04:39pm] |
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today is my 18th birthday. it was pretty fun at school today. my freshman ended up being kinda cool. he brought me a lunch. my friend and i shared a pizza we ordered as well. so i ended up eating 3 lunches haha. then after lunch is over, i go to class, and my dad comes and brings a pizza and a card. it was fun. i was really full by then though. i was only planning on eating my origional single lunch. anyways tonight im going out to eat with my parents and siblings to the Brigintine. it has good sea food there. its the same place i took michelle on her birthday. fun times. im going to the Dashboard Confessional concert this sunday with michelle. that should be good. its with Brand New, another band i really like :-). well i have to finish this essay so i can go out tonight. later
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[14 Sep 2003|06:20pm] |
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im really bored. im just taking a break from my home work. i just have to finish this essay for english and im done. later on tim and albert are coming over to play some music and hang out. i hope its not as boring as now.
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[14 Sep 2003|01:39pm] |
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i havent written in a while. like two days or something. well a lot has happened in those two days. ill kinda sum it all up or something. besides i cant remember every single thing that happened. on Friday, our school has this thing called "freshmen welcome week." its a week where the seniors get to "own" a freshan. theyre supposed to do whatever you tell them to do. its kind of like hazing, but not severely or anything. but this friday i got my "freshman assignment." i ended up with probably the dumbest freshman there is. hes such a dud lol. he doesnt do anything (AT ALL) lol it kinda sucks, it takes all the fun out of it. i was looking foreward to this day since i was a freshman and now i dont get to do anything. i guess i can try to change into a really cool guy haha. make him all popular or something. anyways, hopefully he will change a little and get into the spirit of welcome week.
after school i saw michelle. she came over to my house. we ended up leaving cause its no fun here. heheh. so we went back to her house and watched movies and stuff over there. fun times.
yesterday (saturday) i slept in till 10 30 or something. and then did some yard work. i blew off the driveways and pulled some weeds and stuff. then i saw michelle again. at 10pm, me and michelle went pick up my brother alex and his friend from the beach. they were at this party. and then we drove his friend home and my brother home, then i took michelle back to her house. i fell asleep there for like 30 minutes, then left at around 12am.
today im doing a ton of homework and studying for a couple of tests for tomorrow. then im going to go clean my moms office. i do it every week now and get 40$. really good money concidering it takes me only two hours. i need money to finish paying off my car. i drive a 1999 silver mitsubishi eclipse. its a lot of fun to drive. i just got it like 2 weeks ago yesterday. anyways. i have to get back to my homework and go make some money.
- Derick
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